life was spent almost entirely in the hospital, this place has become the only one where she can be mourned.Xu Qinghuan was tired from walking and sat down on a bench in the gazebo, watching the patie...Chapter 1090 Fu Yan Shi, Consider This My Plea

"Yes."

"Could it be that your mother's passing made you start hating me" All Xu Qinghuan could think of now was this one explanation.

He hates himself.

Why would you be so heartless

"Don't even mention those things."

Xue Qinghuan pursed her lips. They had already reached this point, she didn't want to truly argue with Fu Yan shi, because it was tiring, and also because she had loved him.

This was the only relationship of its kind, and she didn't want it to end because everyone would be awkward.

“Fu Yan Shi, please, just this one time, okay”

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Xu Qinghuan turned away, not looking at him.

Because I don't want to cry in front of Fu Yan.

She doesn't want people to see her when she is vulnerable.

"I beg you, let me take the children and leave. I promise I won't contact you again, or bother you anymore!"

"Xu Qinghuan..."

“Maybe you’re right. We have too much history, too much pain between us, involving the lives of your mother and mine! It's true, being together only brings more suffering. So maybe it's best to just let go. It could be a release for both of us.”

Xu Qinghuan was not a carefree person. She had been thinking about this matter day and night.

Why can't I and Fu Yan be together properly

From beginning to end, the differences in status are impossible to completely eliminate! If one were an outstanding person with a family background comparable to Fu's, then... where would Xia Wan Yu even fit in

At the root of it all, it's because I'm not good enough for Fu Yan.

Although she had understood this truth long ago, unexpectedly... Heaven's joke was a bit too big.

She actually had a dream, a daydream so silly even she found it funny.

Now that she's awake from the dream, not clinging on, is her only chance to preserve the last shred of her dignity.

"What am I going to do if you take the children away"

Fu Yan's voice could no longer maintain the coldness it had just possessed.

Even though he was trying his best, he couldn't help but tremble slightly out of fear.

He was afraid, very afraid!

I'm afraid that if Xu Qinghuan really leaves, I might never find another one like her.

I'm afraid she might truly give up on me, even if she knows the truth about everything later. She might not be able to get back together with me like before!

To know, Xu Qinghuan wouldn't trust people. It took her over a decade of effort before she finally believed him.

"You can still have children with Josie He! She will give you more." Xu Qinghuan lowered her head and secretly wiped away the tears overflowing from her eyes. "Give me Tuan Tuan Yuan Yuan, I can't live without them."

"No, I can't be without them either."

"Fu Yan!" Xu Qinghuan suddenly turned to look at him, her eyes filled with tears and disappointment. "Do you want...want me to die"

Without Fu Yan, now I can't even take the children away.

She would truly feel that there's nothing left in this world worth holding onto!

"I didn't mean to take the children! You just need to stay in the country, stay at Dongyue Bay, and the children will be with you."

Fu Yan's intention at the time wasn't to actually take the children away.

He only wanted to leave Xu Qinghuan.

"Don't push me."

"Xu Qinghuan, please calm down and listen to me." Fu Yan tried to prevent the situation from escalating. "Now that Tuan Tuan Yuan Yuan is studying in Beizhen City, suddenly changing schools, even going abroad, they will be uncomfortable! You can't just let your children follow you because of your momentary emotions."

“...”

"If you don't want to live in Dongyue Bay, you can move somewhere else! I promise... I won't go over there to bother you."f you didn't go He fainted, and the first thing he did when he woke up was call me to come find you and keep an eye on you!"Xu Qinghuan bit her lower lip, speechless.Zhou Szz could only sigh, "Love, i...