his last bit of restraint and collapsed completely, thoroughly claiming the woman beneath him...The long, dark night stretched before me, promising no sleep.Su Ke Xin didn't know how long it had been...Lu Jiuyan's eyes were filled with sadness and heartache. He looked at Lu Yu zhan, also with a hint of pleading, hoping he would rest quickly and not strain himself like this.
After Lü Jichen finished speaking, Gu Keyu suddenly realized something was amiss. It seemed that Lü Yu Zhan had come to talk to her today with the intention of saying everything he wanted to say.
For someone on the verge of death, Gu Ke Yu suddenly felt that premonition, and for a moment he was so heartbroken that he wanted to cry.
He was so eager to finish speaking because he was afraid he might not have another chance, right Lu Jiayan and the others seemed to have thought of this as well, which is why their expressions were so complicated.
With Lu Jiayan's help, Lu Yuanzhan lay flat on the hospital bed again. He didn't say anything more, just stared deeply at Gu Ke yu with his eyes, filled with deep affection, as if he could never get enough of looking at him.
After sitting in the ward for a while, Gu Ke'yu and Lu Jiyan both stood up and left. As they left, Lu Yuanzhan's gaze still followed Gu Ke'yu's figure, that apology lingered in her mind, refusing to dissipate for a long time.
Gu Ke's sixth sense kicked in again, making her think that Lu Yuanzhan's apology might be due to something else. She couldn't believe it was simply because of his previous attitude towards her. He seemed way too polite for that. But Gu Ke had no idea what else it could be.
Even after leaving the hospital, Gu Ke'yu was still full of confusion. Lu Jiayan had seen through it long ago but didn't say much, only holding her hand as they walked out. The two of them didn't even drive, just walked slowly along the moat.
Gu Ke Yù always felt that Lü Jì Yán was a little off today, there was some inexplicable pain in his expression, so she held Lü Jì Yán's hand tighter.
After walking for a while, Lu Jiyan slowly stopped and turned to look at Gu Keyu, asking heavily, "Do you want to hear about my mother"
"Thinking." Gu Ke'yu nodded and said expectantly to him. She knew in her heart that Lu Jiayan said this probably because he wanted to find a place to confide. The way he acted was so abnormal, could it be related to his mother
It's only a little past 2 p.m. now, and the sun isn't as intense as before. It just shines on the ground, casting patches of shade through the mottled leaves.
"My mother never did anything particularly extraordinary in her life, except she was utterly devoted in matters of the heart. She loved only my father from beginning to end."
After Lu Jiyan finished speaking, his expression became even more solemn: “But love has always been unfair. The one who bows their head first is destined to be the loser.”
Lu Jienyan didn't continue talking, just saying this much. He seemed as if he were in pain and could no longer speak.
"Uncle Lu, have you never loved my mother" Gu Ke Yu lifted his head and continued, looking into Lu Ji Yan's eyes with a hint of pity.
Like a secret that had been exposed, Lu Jiyan's body stiffened, and he gripped Gu Ke'yu's hand with more force.
"Yes, you're right. My father never loved her, even though my mother probably loved him more than anyone in the world. He just ignored it all and eventually abandoned us completely."
Lu Jiyan stopped there, pursed his thin lips and took several deep breaths before finally calming the restless heart within him.
"In the days when he first left, my mother cried every day, she couldn't even take care of herself."
Gu Ke Yu didn't know what comforting words to say at this time, he just held his hand tighter and then softly asked, "Have you ever hated your father"
“I hated him then, truly hated him. I thought that when I grew up, I would make him pay for what he did.”
Lu Jiuyan said in a low voice, and then as if he had let out a sigh of relief, his voice softened: "At first, I only had hatred for him, but after he fell ill, I suddenly realized that my ruthlessness stemmed from my own desires. I've always wanted to have the complete and undivided paternal love that others have."
At this point, Lu Jiayan even loosened his grip on Gu Ke's hand and held his own face, his body trembling slightly.
"Turns out I couldn't bring myself to get revenge on him, and I didn't want him to just leave me like this."
Looking at Lu Jiayan's injured appearance, Gu Ke'yu felt even more distressed. He patted his back and said softly: "It's normal for you to think this way. No matter what, he is your father. Although he hasn't done well in other aspects, he has nothing to say about you."
"But...but he's about to leave me now."
On this bustling street, Lu Jiayan didn't hide his emotions as he had before, exposing the most vulnerable side of his heart to the air.
Gu Ke'yu couldn't bear to see Lu Jiayan heartbroken and sad because of this, nor could she bear to see him wounded like a trapped beast. Her mind went blank, and she impulsively pulled Lu Jiayan into the nearby alleyway and kissed him regardless of anything else.
Lu Jiayan was initially lost in his own sadness, but he quickly recovered and held Gu Keyu's head tightly, deepening the lingering kiss. In the end, neither of them went home, spending the night at a nearby hotel.
By the time he woke up the next day, Lu Jiayan's sadness had vanished without a trace. He even sent Gu Keyu back to his apartment before driving back to the company himself.
"Oh, didn't someone come back last night"
As soon as Gu Ke Yu opened the door, she heard Xiao Tang's teasing voice from inside. She looked up and saw both Tang Li Jia and Xiao Tang sitting on the sofa, looking at her with a strange expression.
This wouldn't have been a big deal for an adult, but their gazes were too intense. Even Gu Ke Yu couldn't help blushing, and in the end, she grabbed a pillow from beside her and threw it at them.
What are you doing Are you still acting like innocent bystanders That gossipy look on your faces is giving me the creeps.
Gu Ke Yu had a bit of trouble adjusting to new environments, and after a sleepless night, she sank onto the sofa and immediately felt overcome with drowsiness. She couldn't help but yawn repeatedly.
"Well, Ms. Gu seemed to have a very happy evening last night!" Tang Lijia glanced at Gu Keyu and then turned back to Xiao Tang and said,
Gu Ke'yu rolled her eyes at them and then, under their gaze, returned to her room. After tidying up briefly, she immediately fell into a deep sleep, completely losing herself in it..Although Zuo Yao acted very openly, she was still a female celebrity after all. Where could she let these riff-raffs see her like this She quickly put on her clothes and saw the security guards comin...